The desire to dissolve...
You, in essence, are formless consciousness or stillness or presence.
Ego was a necessary stage in the evolution of the consciousness, but to take the next step towards conscious evolution and ensure our survival, we must recognize and dissolve the ego.
Live in the presence / live in the Moment
Don't just read with your mind but pay attention to any deeper feeling responses as you read. Its because feeling will get you closer to the truth than thinking.